Life is such a pleasant stuff in someway..if !!!!!!!

Since last monday, syilainai_ummi has been struggled with huge motivated soul in producing an essential result from ummiing experiment. What such a tighty time frame for syilainai_ummi..since our break to M'sia in just a month time. syilainai_ummi is not really keen when syilainai_popoyo and syilainai_bibio frequently asking syilainai_ummi that they're really want syilainai_ummi bake the cup cakes form them. Syilainai_ummi is not really has proper meals everyday and every meals instead. Ya'Allah, please bless me in my life and I couldn't be a perfect ummi and wiffy without your help. Sometimes, I do realized how can I cope with all the ummiing, stuying, wiffying, daugthering and sistering in 24/7 and perhaps I'm not really want to observe it now...may be later after I finally graduate...Insya'Allah.

A bit jealous with syialinai_chocok due he still can stay throughout all night with his studying stuff. I thought syilainai_ummi is suppose to do that. But syilainai_ummi is such a lazier tired ummi after spending nearly 7 hours running my lovely test at skoll and grabbing with all the housework.. and syilainai_popoyo too. So after some negotiation ( and give some concern on my healty !!!), I decided to put all the doa...let Allah make the better route for me( the benefit of usaha n' tawakkal).

It turned out well, Alhamdulillah. My result is encouraging..sometimes we never realized that Bismillahirahmanirrahim is not only a wish/doa but such a miracle word from Allah to us !!!

Apart of this wellbeing story, syilainai_ummi still thinking about my family future??? Insya'Allah, I'll try my best on Allah will to secure the gift from HIM(my life, syilainai_chocok, syilainai_popoyo and syilainai_bibio) in achieving nearly perfect ummiing, nannying, wiffying and studenting....

So to show my displeasure over thepast, I buried it to nowhere... remain the peace and only strong iman conquer myself.