My heart is uncertained...my tummy fooling me around...I hadn't have any short nap since 1/2 past 10 last night . Certainly, I keep counting up to meet my big boss n' SPAD_chip 2nd man. Dare to believe...I couldn't stay long for my meeting preparation. Blessed me. ALhamdulillah, syilainai_chocok put all his strength to manage this chuppy_cheeky house n' the kids. It was just in blinky time, my tummy dragged me down. I've been the troublesome ummi. Oh..dear tummy...Ya, Allah...please stop the nasty pain.
I asked syilainai_chocok if I'm burdening him....I want to be superummi n' no one can even seeing me sick.
I smile a bit because his answer is so rehearsed, so careful and EXACTLY what I needed to hear.
Well, I'm noticed that, I couldn't go far as superummi but just as nearly perfect syilainai_ummi.
Back to my bed n' let Allah make me sleep n' keep hoping tomorrow I can run the test before 7 a.m...Insya'Allah
Monday, 30 June 2008
Friday, 27 June 2008
Life is such a pleasant stuff in someway..if !!!!!!!
Since last monday, syilainai_ummi has been struggled with huge motivated soul in producing an essential result from ummiing experiment. What such a tighty time frame for syilainai_ummi..since our break to M'sia in just a month time. syilainai_ummi is not really keen when syilainai_popoyo and syilainai_bibio frequently asking syilainai_ummi that they're really want syilainai_ummi bake the cup cakes form them. Syilainai_ummi is not really has proper meals everyday and every meals instead. Ya'Allah, please bless me in my life and I couldn't be a perfect ummi and wiffy without your help. Sometimes, I do realized how can I cope with all the ummiing, stuying, wiffying, daugthering and sistering in 24/7 and perhaps I'm not really want to observe it now...may be later after I finally graduate...Insya'Allah.
A bit jealous with syialinai_chocok due he still can stay throughout all night with his studying stuff
. I thought syilainai_ummi is suppose to do that. But syilainai_ummi is such a lazier tired ummi after spending nearly 7 hours running my lovely test at skoll and grabbing with all the housework.. and syilainai_popoyo too
. So after some negotiation ( and give some concern on my healty !!!), I decided to put all the doa...let Allah make the better route for me( the benefit of usaha n' tawakkal).
It turned out well, Alhamdulillah
. My result is encouraging..sometimes we never realized that Bismillahirahmanirrahim is not only a wish/doa but such a miracle word from Allah to us !!!
Apart of this wellbeing story, syilainai_ummi still thinking about my family future???
Insya'Allah, I'll try my best on Allah will to secure the gift from HIM(my life, syilainai_chocok, syilainai_popoyo and syilainai_bibio) in achieving nearly perfect ummiing, nannying, wiffying and studenting....
So to show my displeasure over thepast, I buried it to nowhere
... remain the peace and only strong iman conquer myself.
A bit jealous with syialinai_chocok due he still can stay throughout all night with his studying stuff
. I thought syilainai_ummi is suppose to do that. But syilainai_ummi is such a lazier tired ummi after spending nearly 7 hours running my lovely test at skoll and grabbing with all the housework.. and syilainai_popoyo too. So after some negotiation ( and give some concern on my healty !!!), I decided to put all the doa...let Allah make the better route for me( the benefit of usaha n' tawakkal).It turned out well, Alhamdulillah
. My result is encouraging..sometimes we never realized that Bismillahirahmanirrahim is not only a wish/doa but such a miracle word from Allah to us !!!Apart of this wellbeing story, syilainai_ummi still thinking about my family future???
Insya'Allah, I'll try my best on Allah will to secure the gift from HIM(my life, syilainai_chocok, syilainai_popoyo and syilainai_bibio) in achieving nearly perfect ummiing, nannying, wiffying and studenting....So to show my displeasure over thepast, I buried it to nowhere
... remain the peace and only strong iman conquer myself.
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